Sep 21, 2022Rhizomic ThinkingOne wakes up every day to the sound of water gushing through their ears. The sound makes them tremble and shiver. It’s not agony, nor fear but the sheer intensity of existence. …Dalle 25 min readDalle 25 min read
Jun 6, 2022o bazı sebepsiz gülümseten anlarBelki tek gereken bu, o bazı sebepsiz gülümseten anlar. Sevdiğinin omzuna ufak bir dokunuşu, annenin ufak bir jesti. Sokakta yürürken bakmaktan kendini alamadığın güzel kadının sana gülümsemesi. Daha da ufalabilir, büyüye de bilir, ama bunlardan vazgeçip hiçbiri yokmuş gibi davranmak belki de asıl içini boşaltandır hayatın. Zor değil, zor demedim…2 min read2 min read
Jun 2, 2022Casual ParanoiasI find myself in awe of the people around me, be it the ones I know or casual people that are walking by. I try to see the good side of things, creating muscle memory when I see sweet moments happening. When a red lip-sticked butch lady on a Chopper…3 min read3 min read
Dec 6, 2020Creating unrequited dichotomiesWe tend to draw lines, even with the things that seem inseparable. In the case of technology and science, it get’s even blurrier for our dear 21st century minds. Science feels like the grand master, the roof over our head, the guide to everything out there. …Stanislaw Lem3 min readStanislaw Lem3 min read
Dec 1, 2020Relativistic SpeedI came across this video in twitter the other day (dating back to Febuary 14th, 2020). At first I only looked at it because I like trains. I assume that everybody likes them(The tweet it self was liked 68K as of December 1st 2020). The feeling of gliding through landscapes…Physics3 min readPhysics3 min read
Nov 19, 2020Lukáš Likavčan and CosmologiesI couldn’t participate in yesterday’s (18.11.2020) Digital Earth talk with Lukas Likavčan and the fellows, I was busy thinking over layers of subjectivity within a VR experience that is centered around the embodiment of the user, within a black male’s body. Targeted for the privileged white folks, supposedly this VR…Cosmology4 min readCosmology4 min read
Nov 18, 2020Consciousness and it’s turnsIn this series of essays I will try the wrap my mind around consciousness (I know right?!), using the perspectives of neurologists, cognitive scientists, neurolinguists and philosophers of today. This does not mean in any way that I’m disregarding the prior work, as the prior work cannot be detached from…Neurology4 min readNeurology4 min read
Nov 11, 2020One of those hypomanic episodesI do suspect that I have hypomanic episodes. I’m pretty sure I’m in one right now. It’s that you can follow the way your mind moves. Those little hops that happen between ideas or sentences tell you subtly how weird and uncanny they actually are. I’m not sure if I…Hypomania2 min readHypomania2 min read
Nov 11, 2020Kargalar eşelemesin diye.Kaçta kalktığımın bir önemi yok, ilk iş camdan dışarı bakıyorum. Gün ağarmamışsa tasalanmama gerek olmuyor ama binaların sırtından sıyrılıp kendini yukarılara taşımışsa güneş, hemen aklım çiçeklerime gidiyor. Bazen bekledikleri gibi davranmadığım oluyor onlara. Haklarını yemeyeyim iyi dayanıyorlar, zira biliyor musunuz bizim balkon çok rüzgar alıyor, öyle ki bir boğaz sefası…Edebiyat3 min readEdebiyat3 min read
